Express it all out

I cried on the 15 & 16 of November.(memorable day indeed)
When I'm sad,miracle do happen .Thank God for sending me an angel when I'm really down.
Have you ever felt so fat,ugly,insecure & lonely? Based on reality,people will always look on the appearance .For example:in relationship,job & etc. I am not a book to peeps out there.You don't need to see my front cover & judge me.
I'm a mature person inside out.And I believe personality comes first in my list.People with bad personality or attitude turn me off.